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| it began with a trial just wanted to know how it feels and it was good, no, it was great so I started to enjoy it enjoyed it with every breath but then it became routine and I needed it every day, every hour, every moment it took control control of myself but I didn\'t recognize that's the fatal thing about it it takes control of me and it's good it's slow, it's effective, it's overwhelming and the best thing I don't see the changes of myself selfdestruction is the keyword of its doing ignoring the reality is just secondary I loose the most important things of my life but I don't care, 'cause of it it's like a vicious circle with death as ending and no, there is no light at the end there's just selfdestruction and destruction of every single relationship but the recognization is missing there is no mirror, which shows me, who I am there's just one way continuing the ignorance... |
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